Are You Feeling a bit odd or off these days? You’re not alone ~ Eliza Sunnys Journal

Having a hard time with it and somehow knowing it’s all these energies but feeling SO off.

Trying to figure out if it’s the season and weather change (where we live we get a lot of rain and grey clouds, which I never did well with), work slowing down, so less “challenged”, people at work being off and different at times . And so much more…. . My head trying to explain it to me, which again, of course, I know is hard and doesn’t work.

…So this video was very soul nourishing and helped to confirm that THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME and a lot of us are going through what I am experiencing these days.

My reply (and yes, I do reply to most emails right now):

I’m so glad you found the information you needed when you needed it. This is how our Soul essence works, guiding us to what will clarify the situation in which you find yourself.

Dear lady, you should have seen me about six years ago. Angry, asking questions to which I wasn’t receiving satisfactory answers, plowing through heavy emotions as I wrote a (unpublished) novel depicting what I thought was a past life in the Pleiades. Oddly enough, it was the lockdown during the Covid era (2020) that gave me the opportunity to step away, allow things to settle, and then to begin the process of letting go of an entire persona I had been carrying for years.

As we undergo this MAJOR transition period for Earth humanity, we will consciously and unconsciously traverse many of the densities, frequency levels that exist within our universe.

This is a challenging time for everyone, especially those who have no clue. I have some… clues… as I’ve been working hard to find out things, connect dots, and to expand my thinking beyond the boundaries of our own world. 

What you are experiencing is perfectly natural. You are a fractal of Source. You are consciousness, not the body. Your true essence exists outside of time and space and within it as well. Now is the time to focus on arriving at self-acceptance for what you are experiencing. Observe, remain calm, and allow more self-discoveries to enter into your daily awareness. 

You’re growing, dear lady… and with growth there can be some ups and downs. We are moving into the fifth density right now. Our planet is fully inside it, resonating at the level that most civilized cultures exist within our universe and certainly our galaxy, Nataru. 
 Notes to Readers:It might surprise some of you to know that I work from a very intuitive level. This is not a newspaper; it’s a personal journal. Of course, lately, I’ve been posting a lot of material related to the ongoing global military operation that is taking place. Currently I find pieces to post from a variety of sources, mainly Telegram, Youtube, Rumble, and X (formerly Twitter). Occasionally, some of the readers email links to videos and articles. I may or may not post them in response.

Distracted by daily life, catching glimpses of the chaos and violence in the world right now, sensing the world appearing to be approaching a precipice, people are holding a great deal of anxiety within their bodies, often without realizing it. As a collective, we know things are changing. Our world has migrated from third density, through the fourth density (Astral Field) and is now settling into fifth density. Not everyone is adjusting well or at all to the changes in the general vibrational frequency. There is resistance, a great deal of confusion, some strife, and some people who are leaping with their two feet into 5D as they savor the sense of calm and peace that pervades that density level.

All of us, myself included, are releasing old fears, old programming, and even whole personas, along with friends, families, jobs, and locations. You may feel like you’re experiencing a bi-polar episode or more, up one day, down the next. The trick is learning to even out the energy level and to move into tolerance and balance without the pressure of self-judgment… Letting go of the “I’m not good enough” syndrome from which many suffer in these days of rampant media coverage and one-up-man-ship on Instagram.

Now over five years ago, I chose to leave behind a facade, a personality that didn’t suit what I was becoming. In so doing I left behind a person who claimed to have a hold on me since she claimed to be my sister from another planet… It doesn’t matter who this person was as she no longer is a part of my life. Yet she acted as a mirror. At the time I was claiming to be a Pleiadian/Venusian, which is, ironically, totally possible given what I know now about the Taal colony present on Venus… but not likely. I chose to be myself, to be honest, authentic, and undeterred by other people’s irritation with me.

You see your consciousness only incarnates into one physical avatar at a time. If you are an envoy, you would have left your original avatar in stasis at “home”, whether on your home world or on a ship. So, it’s possible I have an avatar being held for my return somewhere other than Terra. However, right now I have work to do here… a mission that isn’t written down anywhere except the Book of Life, but one I work with every day unless taken off-line as I was recently during my hospital stay. Still, even there, I was able to see how complete strangers responded to my gentle presence, my humor, and upbeat energy even when my body was recovering from major surgery and near death. It was educational.

However, the problem arose in my human personality that I wanted so much to be someone else, to live somewhere else, that an alter personality was created over a matter of years. My “friend” claimed I had walked in as a child, a plausible claim as I had nearly died as a toddler after receiving a vaccination. The doctor called it SIDS. Now this diagnosis is actually a known side-effect of vaccinations when given to young children. Still, today I am pretty sure I simply incarnated through the birth canal like most Earth humans.

In coming here as an envoy, we agreed to forget all that we were before the decision was made to volunteer. Before entering the Earth Matrix, we knew why we decided, who we were leaving behind, knowing that things would change on our own worlds before returning home.

Now, as Earth (Terra or Ki) undergoes her transition into fifth density, Earth humans are experiencing an expansion of their remembrance of who / what they were / are elsewhere. As Prince Ea, crown prince of the Anakhim empire has explained, ascension isn’t a matter of rising up or ascending like traveling up a stairway (your spine) but is a process of remembering who you are as CONSCIOUSNESS, not the physical body or avatar.

As a fractal of Source, each human soul carries a sacred kernel of the divine within. We are gods in training… or since the term “god” is a rather loaded one, I prefer to say we are Teachers in training. Someday, our descendants will visit other evolving worlds to aid the people there as they, too, grow into their gifts and innate abilities.

As an envoy, I cannot lay claim on the bloodlines that my physical body carries, as the body is simply borrowed for one lifetime. And I can’t walk out and return Home as I signed up for a complete lifetime meaning I will pass through the portal called “Death” before waking up in the body that is waiting for me at home.

As we remember, catch glimpses of an assortment of feelings, places, vaguely remembered members of our soul cluster, yearn for our soul mates… we are bound to experience some mental and emotional confusion. It doesn’t help that simultaneously we are releasing programming and karmic patterns both inherited through the physical body and from the soul’s journey. It’s a big job for any one person to take on, yet millions agreed to undergo this remembrance game during a time of major transformation and transcendence of the collective human consciousness.

After I signed off from being a Pleiadian, it was months before I had any idea who I really was. I decided to concentrate and focus on being HERE, now, on Earth. I know I’m from elsewhere, but at the moment it doesn’t really matter where. Several worlds from the Galactic Federation of Worlds and Andromedan Council are participating in the Envoy Program… which is coming to an end. When I have cleared my own mental and emotional fields of prior programming (both inherited and my own) I will know. Right now, I am resonating more with the Alpha B Centaurians, than with the Pleiadians, but ultimately that’s not really important. How I deal with what I am handed here is my focus right now.

One thing to really consider is learning to accept yourself as you are now, spots and all. Given that life has been very difficult for most envoy volunteers, we’ve experienced some hardships along the way. Being an sensitive empath in a harsh world has been an “adventure” in learning the importance of self-acceptance, as no one else is going to acknowledge your worth unless you do.

From self-acceptance, you move to self-love, learning to appreciate your insights and gifts, some of which you have had since childhood, some suppressed due to fear and the judgment of others, until you learn to step past the fear and simply be. I’ve come a long way towards mastering that fear. As a young person I remember being nervous and fearful when simply riding the bus to town to visit the bank alone. I was born in the midst of the cold war, carried by my mother when my father was far away, stationed in Alaska. The threat of nuclear war hung over our heads. Earth was a scary place then… yet I’ve come to love this planet.

When you master self-love, your consciousness begins to naturally expand into compassion and empathy for others. Empathy doesn’t mean you’re a push-over for others to abuse. To survive here, one has to learn to read people’s energies and to be aware of your own.

Am I making any sense… I seem to be babbling a bit. I just want you all to know that it is both a challenge and an honor to be here now on this planet as she enters into fifth density. You will experience parts of your former personality or persona being dropped either abruptly or through a long process of self-recognition, self-remembrance, that you as CONSCIOUSNESS are more than your Earth human personality can fully understand at this point of your species’ evolution.

Eventually, when you leave the body, you will remember that as CONSCIOUSNESS you exist within the field of Time, past, present, and future, at the same “time”. Through meditation you can connect with those selves and learn more about your own Soul journey in this universe and perhaps others. ~ Eliza